wooohooo! back from one week of war!

now i totally understand why people tell me admin isn't the job for me
it feels like a rat in a cage, with the round thinger that it runs in.
its an endless chase,
we're trying to complete something that nobody wants to touch.
in fact, noone bothers to touch.
maybe that is why they're hiring temps to do it.
but i certainly think a computerised system could do our one month job in a click.
it is certainly boring.
and the people are so so so not friendly.
nothing like euyansang.
its that feeling that you're totally redundant there.
lucky for jass working together.
we will pull through!
we must.
sweet potatoes, not strawberries!

maybe i just need to learn the working attitude from my sis.

anyway,
had shopping session with her today,
after work, when we totally feel like champions!
to beat the idea of quitting the job at second day of work.
LOL.
went on shoes spree.
super happy.
and jass! i didnot regret!
at least not yet.
that shoe won compliments!
even i told my mom the price, HONESTLY!
LOL.
happy happy happy!

today's a new start!
started the job at Singapore Business Federation (SBF)
another temp job, thanks to ms priscilla tan!
one month, just in time for me to settle the uni admission thinger.

today's quite good,
thanks to hard-core training in eys,
used to typing contact details the entire day.
LOL
mainly just this ba,
this two jobs are almost the same ba,
just that i still think people in eys are much much friendlier.

but there're much more entertainment working in busy tanjong pagar!
shopping malls to fill our time during lunch break!


apart from the not-so-exciting first day of work,
also had a fun-filled weekend!
sat was spent with 12b
started with mj &wii at ahjiao house.
andden there was this mad rush to get to aaron's place in time to prep for the class reunion dinner.
ohgod,
im really thankful for all who made the effort to come down which made this reunion dinner a success.
really got the feel! with like 2nd highest record of 16?
hahahahahah!
esp the girls who were there to prep up the steamboat food
felt quite sorry as it wasn't the plan to trouble them.
the guys shld have expressed some form of appreciation to them! LOL
ended off at a high note, with mass blackjack session
&even higher for jass.
HAHAH, im sorry!

andden there is sunday
had family dinner with yiyi back from sydney
she changed quite a bit yeah.
hahahahahaha
had super nice lunch before meeting dino group at wc house
play mj again. talked alot.
nice reunion, except missing minli!

A so-so movie ba. with usual jiemei men. LOL

anyway, i've gotten my next job! so my first super short job interview was of a purpose. haha, starts work next week, busy like mad again. wanted to rot at home for some time. well, got used to it alr. maybe its a good thing instead? keeps myself busy &experience more new things. oh, did i mention? working with jass, AGAIN. HAHAH

the cny mood this year is still burning! having mahjong session with yy co. tmr, reunion dinner with my jc class! &&bai nian with my dino co. hohoho.

on the last note, march is coming. WOOOOAHOO

i'd not cry on that day.

i'd laugh and scream in joy.

i'd call up my parents with good news.

i'd demand my meal from lawwaicheung.

i'd congratulate my pals.

i'd have good news to spread!

work is fun.
yet draining.
great enough to make me not high about anything that happens.
anyway,
its ending soon!
getting my life back.
HAHAHA


its CNY soon!
it'd be the first year i give my mom an angbao!

I THINK I'M SICK TOMORROW.
HAHAHAHAH.
I'M REALLY SOOOO TEMPTED TO TAKE LEAVE AND ROT HOME TMR.




it seems difficult to strike a balance between anything.
i think, this time of the month is giving me serious hormonal imbalance
resulting in awful paranoia
doing nothing seems to be right.
&that makes me feel like throwing everything aside.
but,
i still want to make a change.
then, i must change.

我好想念你，我好想念念书， 是一种无虑的解脱。
我忽然好想躲在一角落，静静地回想过往。
你是一种精神支柱
take a deep breath, keep your calm & cool

am i bothered by the slightest thing regards to this big issue?